Now all I have is memorial

Pictures, paintings even

Memorialize, memories

They stand still in time

25 years is where they stop

25 years is what was mine

I'll keep growing

Ill begin to age

He won't see any more seasons

His hair won't turn gray

My face will be different to see

But his will stay the same

I will recognize him in the picture

But I won't recognize me

I fear the girl in the painting never existed

His life a hallucination

My life a distant dream

I'm left with his brain

I look at things and know

I imagine what he would think

I know I'm right

That was the comfort of us

Safe to say the thought

Now I feel alone without his confirmation

I just say to myself only he would know

I have a hard time

Who am I when he isn't here

He would laugh to know how much I needed Him

How silly

But when I imagine his realization

Everything falls apart

The trajectory points nowhere

Who is Lily without Max